I held my tongue on the joy ride
And they all laughed with arms out wide
Oh, no
Oh, no

I held his hand but felt alone
Don't wanna be here or at home
Oh, no
Oh, no

Darlin', don't tell me I'm miles deep
Starin' at a blank screen, chasing an ideal dream
And he's fighting for things that don't exist
And I'm trying not to think of all the things that I missed
And I try to figure it out
But they all talk so quick
And they all stare so loud

And the elephant in my room remembers
How I used to go and lose my temper
Over little changes in all the faces
You makе when you try to be smart
So I will play my part

I spent too long on what hе said
Let myself fall back in a sofa bed
Oh, no
Oh, no

I paid my debts with these old sights
The mirror's sick of looking at my eyes
Oh, no

Darlin', don't tell me I'm miles deep
Starin' at a blank screen, chasing an ideal dream
And he's fighting for things that don't exist
And I'm trying not to think of all the things that I missed
And I, I'm always trying to be cool
But I just wanna tell you the truth
That I, yeah, hope we both pull through
'Cause I don't think there's much
Of a choice that I can do

And the elephant in my room remembers
How I used to go and lose my temper
Over little changes in all the faces
You make when you try to be smart
So I will play my part